again and again it comes to me to show a real fate . Viciously ,i was trying to escape from it but there was no way to avoid and no method to pass . Sadly, after it happened , i opened my eyes to see the life , grasses, people and myself . Happily, i stood up and looked up at the sky to say thanks for giving me a new opportunity to live again with them. dreamily, i figured out that i was so lucky to get his kindness again and again to continue living as a human !